independence

soooo college is starting in the fall and i'm completely terrified. hahaha. i'm happy cuz i girl i knew in junior high and was good friends with is staying in the university village at weber state just like me!! i started talking to her a little while ago and she told me that and i about had a heart attack!! haha now if i want to go to a party up there i wont feel like a loser going by myself cuz i don't know anyone. :P graduating high school is going to rock and at the same time i might cry cuz my best friend in the whole world is going to a different college than i am. :( i will be living in ogden also and she will be living in bountiful. not fair. i wish she was going to weber and she would be my rooommate :) cuz i'm going to need a lot love after my boyfriend leaves for the navy in three months. man time is just flying by and i like can't keep up with everything that is being given to me. haha like i finish my last day of pizza hut on monday. and i'm sad cuz the people there are like another family to me. :( and then immediately after graduation i start my CNA course at south davis community hospital and then after that i have to get my wisdom teeth out and then right after that i am applying for a job at lakeview for a CNA for the summer... stressful. and then i want to spend as much time with Calvin as possible before he starts the navy and then i really want to spend time with brooke cuz she is my bestest friend in the world :) and we're going to the john mayer concert on august 31 and i am going to like crap myself!! hahaha i like john mayer but brooke freaking loves him so i'm just glad i got to give her this experience and that i get to share it with her. :) i will remember it for the rest of my life. oh and same with the paramore concert! omg that was so freaking awesome. best birthday ever this year. i turned eighteen and i was completely spoiled by everyone i know and i love them so much. :) thanks to everyone who is a part of my life. :) but i'm getting pretty tired so i'm going to log off for the night. can't wait for brooke to get home in two days. :D peace out