testing

ok so testing + ellie = fail. i freaking suck so badly at taking tests. i think i know the material and then i start the test and end up doing horrible because i psych myself out. ugh i need to find a way to test better. i was suppose to take the cna skills test today... well i decided that i'm seriously not ready. so now i get to call the datc and tell them i'm not coming until august fifth instead of today. lol. i have a lot of studying to do the next week. i sure hope i can pass the skills test the first time. i don't want to have to keep paying 35 dollars every time to take it. i have three tries for each test. if i seriously fail three times... i think i need to decide on a different career path cuz i'm obviously not getting it. hahaha. lets just hope that it doesn't come to that. well tonight i'm going on a date with calvin to celebrate our one year anniversary. :) yay!!!! i'm so excited :) what a wonderful man. :) but i should probably get some kind of sleep tonight. peace out