college

so my first day of college was yesterday... man it's so completely different than high school it's ridiculous. i mean i have way shorter classes but i spend like way more time trying to do homework so far. i already freaking have like two quizzes this week!! i mean some of my classes seem fairly easy but others seem way difficult and i'm pretty nervous for them. But i got to see Brooke a couple times this week already so i'm doing better :) hehe. well Calvin passed his fitness test and is for sure leaving on september eighth.... i'm really happy for him but i'm sooo sad that he is leaving. i mean i guess he is coming back in four months and then leaving again so that's a little better... but still it's gonna be way hard. but i love him so i think we can work anything out together. :) i'm staying optimistic. anyways... college is a whole new experience and i just can't believe that i'm already here. i mean where did high school go? in some ways i wish that i could go back and have fun but in others i love living here and going to school and just doing some things by myself. this is gonna sound so stupid but i actually miss my parents already... great. hahaha but they are on an airplane right now on their way back to utah so i'll probably get to see them thursday after classes... i just hope i don't work. but i'm so gratful to have a job now. i mean it's just pizza hut.... again... haha but it's a job. no one else called and i know how to do the work and i just needed a job way bad to pay for food and stuff up here. but i'm not stressed anymore now that i have found one. :) well.... i had better get going on some reading... great. haha peace out.