happy :)

so sorry that i haven't posted in like two weeks. lol i have had just so much stuff going on right now. i'm trying to do my best in school and still have a social life on top of working full time. it's just becoming too much so i'm dropping some hours at work. but i get a very nice break coming up soon :) i get to go to california to see calvin :) turns out that he is getting stationed in c school in california before he leaves for japan :) i am soo freaking excited to drive down and see him. i am driving down with his mom, sisters and his niece and nephew. i am so excited to see him and to just have a break from school or work or anything stressful. we are going to go to disneyland, universal studios, and seaworld and the beach while we are there. :) i am just super excited to have a great vacation and to be able to spend time with calvin before he leaves. cuz by the time i get to see him again... it will probably be either christmas or like around his birthday in september. he wants me to come for two weeks... but idk how much that is going to cost. lol. i'm so very gratful that my mom's friend is willing to give me a buddy pass to japan and it's going to be like 300 bucks instead of 1600. that saves me a crap ton of money right there. man. i want to do so much traveling this year but its going to be extremely hard at this rate. going to california in a few weeks... i really really want to go to washington dc for awhile also. but i don't think i'll be able to stay as long as i wanted to there because of money. then a few months after that i will be heading to japan. lol. and after i have my associates degree i'm most likely getting married and moving over to japan with calvin. we talked about it and that is probably the best thing. cuz he is going to be on land for six months to a year after he is shipped out for seven months at a time. and then when he gets shipped out again.. i'll come live at home for a few months :) that is what sounds good to me... but breaking the news to my parents won't be so fun... by the way mom and dad.. i'm getting married!!! not only that... but i'm also moving to japan!!!! surprise!!! haha. we will see. anything can change at any moment when it comes to the military so nothing will ever be set in stone in advance while calvin is in the military. lol. i hate not knowing but i guess it's kinda exciting in one way also. keeps me on my feet. lol. well i had better head to bed cuz i'm freaking tired from working a ten hour shift today.. so nighty night. i love you calvin. peace out.