mondays.....

umm..... do you know how much i freaking hate mondays? hmmm did ya? haha they are like the longest day of the week and to top it off.. it's like the longest day for my classes too. great.... i just love it so much. well i was really depressed yesterday and this morning and i'm just trying to stay positive with the fact that i have not heard from calvin in 19 days..... i'm not going to lie.. i'm freaking out. going from texting and talking on the phone everyday to just nothing.... oh man it's a horrible transition. i have sent him some letters and i'm sending his birthday card and more letters today... but i just really reallly really need to get one back soon so i can keep in sanity. i know he is probably just too busy to write but i mean just a couple sentences is better than nothing. i just need something. even if i says "super busy. i love you and miss you baby." that is all i need at the moment. i sent him like a book already haha. well i just keep in mind that everyday is one day closer to seeing him in november. i just hope i get more letters.. but what can you do? well on saturday... i got my ear pierced again. haha it's an industrial piercing and i freaking love it! my parents didn't like it very much but i love it! it hurt qutie a bit but it was soo worth it :) i can't wait until i can buy a super cute earring for it instead of his big metal bar. it looks pretty hard core and i want it to look more cute than hard core. haha but oh well. it will just be like that for a couple months... anyways i have a lot of homework to get to so i had better sign off now. peace out.