OH MY GOSH SURPRISE!!!!

so today is Calvin's birthday right... well i was soo depressed that i have not gotten a letter yet and his family members did and that i couldn't tell him happy birthday on his actual birthday. so i was in the olive garden with my mom and my brother and i get this phone call from a number i dont' know. so i don't pick up and then they leave a voice mail. my mom was like oh you should have picked up what if it was calvin? she was totally joking... well it was calvin!! i couldn't believe it! i about like burst into tears of happiness and frustration that i didn't pick up the damn phone! i was sooo worried he wouldn't call back. well he called his mom and then called me back.. thank god!!! we talked for like a half hour and he hates bootcamp. they are definately pushing him to his limits and he thinks he is doing well but he is just ready to get out of bootcamp and go to A school. i told him to just hang in there and remember i love him and how much we all miss him. today was like the best day ever for me. like seriously. i was crying earlier that i didn't get a letter cuz i'm sooo sad that i hadn't talked to him in three weeks straight. it was horrible and i was praying for a letter and then when i didn't get one i just cried cuz i missed him so much! then my prayers were answered when i got the phone call. i was sooo relieved. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my chest. i was just so happy to hear his voice and to talk to him and to know how he is doing and to tell him happy birthday and that i love him so much and i'm proud of him and to hang in there. he has gotten a couple of my letters which is good and he said that he sent me a couple but i still haven't gotten them. i just hope i get them soon so i can hear from him then also. oh man today was like the best day ever. i am really really missing him but that phone call just like made everything soo much better. i can't wait until he is done with bootcamp and he have his phone back in A school. Calvin is so cute. he was saying how much he missed me so badly and he can't wait to have his phone back because then he can call me every night before he goes to sleep and i just like almost burst into tears of happiness in front of my mom and brother. but i held it together. haha i didn't want the only phone call with calvin to be him just listening to me cry. lol he had enough of that right before he left. man i'm going to sleep so much better tonight. i have been losing a lot of sleep just worried about him and worried about how he was and if he was acutally writing to me and so many things and that phone call just put all of those worries to rest. today... was a very very good day. that phone call made up for the past three weeks of me crying and worrying and so many emotions. calvin is the most wonderful man in the world and i miss him terribly. but that phone call made so much of the pain of missing him go away. i mean i have his voice saved on my phone from voicemails.. but it's just enough just to hear his voice. i needed to acutally talk to him and i did today. and i'm sooo glad it was on his birthday so i could tell him happy birthday and that we will celebrate it when i get there in November :) well i have to go to work in just a few minutes but i just HAD to blog about my day today. the best day ever. peace out.