geez

well sorry i haven't posted in awhile. i've been so busy with the new semester starting and new classes and getting promoted at work... it's all just a stressful blur i swear. school it going fairly well. my classes are like all the same thing over and over... medical terminology, biomedical core, and nutrition are like all the same thing. i'm just so glad i didn't take microbiology this semester also... that would have been utter hell. well i finally got a new phone and loved it.... yes i said loved it. it's been five days and i already dislike it haha. it deletes my contacts, sends messages to random people (very bad), hangs up my phone calls randomly, and is freezing and now wouldn't let me upload my picture onto my other blog. yes thank you so much verizon for selling me such a wonderful phone that i love so much. it's fanfreakingtastic. LOVE IT. haha. anyways. i am doing a lot better now with the fact that calvin is gone. when he left for bootcamp... all i did was cry every time i thought of him (which is a lot lol). and then when i went back there it was so nice to actually see where he had been this entire time and where he was going to be when i left. it made me feel a lot better for some reason. i still cry sometimes when i really really miss him and wish he was here. i mean i with that all the time but crying about it all the time isn't going to make him come home sooner. he misses me too and it's not just a one way thing here. and i get to talk to him everyday and that is really nice. when he gets on a ship... idk if i will be able to hear from him everyday considering he won't have much service being in the middle of the ocean. lol. so i guess i should be gratful that i get to at least call him. in bootcamp i didn't even get to. i had to write letters. that freaking sucked. lol but that is over now. i'm just so glad it's a four year active duty contract. thank you god! lol. but he is doing sooo well in school over there... i mean like the best in his class good. and i'm just sitting here on my ass failing out of college. great example to calvin ellie. way to go. so this semester is going to be different. i'm going to work my ass off and get my damn degree. haha. i am soo proud of him and i want him to be able to say the same for me. i know i want to do something medical.. but lately i have been thinking i might switch my major to radiology. it sounds so cool. taking pictures of babies insides womens stomachs. well i still think i want to be a prenatal nurse cuz i would prefer to actually hold the babies instead of taking pictures of them. haha. it's just a thought i came up with today. probably be gone by tomorrow. lol. well i guess i had better go and get some kind of sleep tonight before my very long day tomorrow. yay for me. i love you calvin and miss you. peace out.