bleh...

so i officially decided that i hate midterms.. haha. who doesn't? but still i just have to say how much i despise them... ugh i have a microbiology one to take today and i'm putting it off as long as possible. lol. it's going to be insanely hard and my professor likes to do stupid shit to trick you so i know he is going to pull something and i'm soo scared!! haha i can't do badly on this exam. i have been studying but idk if that is enough. i got a 70 on my math exam which is not horrible. i'm just mad because i would have done so much better but i made the same stupid mistakes i always do! and i was careful to go slow on my exam and i still made them.. stupid piece of shit. haha. i'm just glad that i'm going to get my exams over today. of course now i'm getting really lazy and that is bad. i didn't go to spanish or microbiology on monday and i didn't go to american government today (again). bad ellie bad!!! i need to learn to get out of bed. it's just so hard when you dont' have someone telling you to do it. i just want to sleep for a week straight. haha i can't wait until we get christmas break. well school gets out the first week of december but the whole week after that is straight finals.. i'm sooo freaking excited for that one. can't you tell? that is going to seriously suck. but then we get a whole month off! until the next semester..... yay.... idk what i want to take and i need to decide really soon cuz apparently it's almost time to register..i can't believe that! i think i'll take nutrition and chemistry for sure. and then biomed and maybe another math class just to get it over with. ughhhhhhhhhhhh. haha college is fun except for the homework.. hehe. anyways i just can't freaking wait to go see calvin in 9 days. it's kinda going by fast.. but not really. after my exam i think it's going to go really slow because all my professors are starting new sections and stuff like that. fantastic. i just miss him sooo much. the weekend i go back for is going to go by SO fast and i don't want it to. i want time to like freeze while i'm there for like a month or something. haha yeah right. anyways well i guess i had better get studying for this stupid microbiology exam... yay for me. peace out.