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oh my gosh so i just got another call from calvin!! i was soo happy. it was a very short phone call and i hated that it couldn't be longer but at least he called!! i'm like sobbing right now. just soo many emotions came to me after i ended the phone call... extreme happiness because he sounded soo much better than the last phone call and i got to hear his voice... sadness because i miss him sooo much... frustrated that i can't talk to him every day. just so many things and i just cant' wait to see him. 17 more days and it seems like 17 too long. i didn't know it was physically possible to miss someone as much as i miss calvin. he sounded sooo happy. last time he called he sounded happy to hear my voice but just sounded dead from camp. he is a section leader now and is doing so great and i'm soo proud of him. i just can't wait to see him. if i could jump on a plane right now i would. ughhhhhh i just cant' wait........ sigh well i had better sign off now. peace out.