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so i get to fly out to see calvin in just 9 days tomorrow. it is going by painfully slow at the moment. i have all these midterms and that on my mind and i'm going insane at the moment. i had a really good weekend though.. :) crimson nights... that was bomb! it helped me get my mind off a lot of things and i really needed it. and then i went to frightmares with my roommates and their friends and that was way fun. i got ot meet a new few people and they seemed really cool and i had a blast! so this weekend was amazing! and then brooke and i are going to hang out this upcoming weekend cuz it's halloween :) i love halloween. haha we might actually go trick or treating... we're so awesome. haha! anyways. i just really miss calvin right now. i feel so distant. it seriously sucks that i can't even see him let alone hold his hand or hug him or kiss him. it freaking sucks and i can't wait to go and see him. but then that whole weekend is going to go by sooo freaking fast. great. then i don't get to see him again... for another month. freaking great!!! why!?!??!?!? ugh. well i have one midterm left this week and then i'm home free :) haha i hope that i do well cuz it's going to be a freaking hard test. microbiology sucks ass i swear. lol. but i'm really tired today and idk why because i slept through my first two classes.. ops. haha then i went to math for 40 minutes just to take my exam and then went back to my apartment and drove down to bountiful and hung out with my family and then went to calvin's family's house and ate dinner and hung out with them just like a do every monday. :) anyways.. i'm really tired and i need to do some studying so i'm going to log off now. I love you Calvin :) peace out.