YAY

ok picture this... sitting in math class and you get a text from your boyfriends mother saying she has all the letters you haven't been getting from him for the past 5 weeks... ya i couldn't concentrate whatsoever so i just decided well i'm not here mentall anyways might as well not be here physically. haha so i got up and left and like practically ran back to my apartment haha. i hopped in my car and like sped down to centerville to get those letters. there was like six and i read them all at once haha it was sooo amazing. it made me feel so much better and i get to see him in like 20 days :) getting those letters is going to make time fly by :) i'm soo freaking excited. he is soo cute :) those letters made everything better. i wrote him back last night and it was like a four page long paper letter. haha i'm going to send it out today. i hope that he gets it soon. :) i love him soo much. ah now i'm getting really excited to see him in like 20 days! it almost seems like time has gone by kinda fast but not at times if that makes sense. lol. i'm going back with his mom and i just wish that his step dad and step mom and dad could come too. they said they were trying to but idk if his dad was able to get it off work or afford it right now. which sucks cuz i know that would make calvin feel really good. i just hope that calvin knows how proud his dad is of him even tho he can't make it to his graduation. he is such a wonderful guy and i'm soo lucky to have him in my life. i never want to let him go. it's going to be soo hard to leave chicago again and not see him for another month. but he gets his phone back which is really really nice for me so then he can call me every night before he goes to sleep. that's going to be soo nice. ah i just can't wait to see him right now. well brooke is here and we're going to make a delicious breakfast cuz i'm in such a wonderful mood :) i love you calvin. peace out.